I'm not that good looking, I do not possess super hot body that every one wishes to taste. I just have a body of an "eye-candy" where it stimulates your imagination of what could be under that broad shoulders and wide chest. But most of the time, I feel inferior. As Boy Du Juor said;
Little do you know that this process of subjecting one's self to the "acceptance" of "others" is fairly normal. In fact, everyone does this in order to fit into the 'society'. This is part of our survival instincts. To survive, we must rely on certain skills; some skills may not be in our possession, so we build relationships with others who are in possession of these skills, and we trust them to provide for us the performance of those skills if the necessity for such is required.
and I guess, a part of the reason is for me to meet someone who I think (unconsciously) possess something I wish to have or something, I think, I don't have. But most of the reason would be, I want attention, I want every eyes on me, I want to something to feed my ego and feel special that in my simple self, many can be attracted.Labels: life, realization, self