i wish i held your hands tightly..
but you never gave me the chance..
all i can do is to watch you walk away..
with someone else holding your hands.
i was ready to walk this road alone..
bearing in mind that i'll admire you every step of the way.
i've decided that i'll be spending my days..
like the first day i felt this way
i was brave enough to tell you how i feel.
although unsure of it, i'm happy i did.
i was able to lighten up my burden
though the answers i received wasn't sweet.
i never asked you to answer back.
and i'm ok with the kind of treatment i received.
but all the memories that we had..
for surely again will never be achieved.
sometimes you asked me how i am.
and i always answer with a fake smile.
i always feel good every day..
but having you with me would make it better.
now i dont expect my feelings to grow..
neither it would just fly away..
i dont expect you to return the love..
i was used to keep it that way
honestly, you're the one who gave me false hopes..
that's why i became weak and suddenly fall..
and just like what i've expected,
you will left me hanging after all
i'll never forget you..
neither everything that we (or I) had..
you're the first person who made me taste..
the sweetness and bitterness of love.
you made my heart beat in a way i never imagined
i never regret meeting someone like you
cause' i thought love is only for babies
but you came and made me realize.. "i'm still a newbie"
hope your valentines would be happy..
cause' mine has always been lonely..
Labels: fiction, heart, letting go, original, poetry, relationship