it's past three in the morning. i haven't made my first coffee since i started my shift. i looked pass through the glass walls. the overlooking of the city was spectacular. silent. perfect.
only one customer left sitting by the transparent glass walls. he looked serious typing in his laptop facing me. hmm. interesting guy. around his mid 20's. very masculine. thick brows. maybe came from the breed of hispanic-mexican. he looked very appealing on his white long-sleeved polo folded to his elbows. he released the first two buttons. is it hot in here? are the air-conditioning units turned off? hmm.. i guess defining my biceps and chest more would also make me appealing to customers.
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door opens>
(ah.. at last. my first brew.) good morning mam. what will you have? :)
shoot. my crush. i felt my knees shiver. i was stunned. but i was able to flash her a smile. oh i missed looking at her. she looked very pretty. as always. her lips. did she had a lipgloss? it suits her well. her perfect nose. sparkling eyes. she's mesmerizing.
she paused in a bit and said:
"one cinnamon dolce latte grande for here. and i'll also have double fudge mini doughnut to go." :)
and those pair of dimples. she just gave me her perfect smile. oh i'm dying. hmm.. her voice sounded coarse. does she have any sore throat or something? i hope she's fine.
i smiled back. did my task as fast as i could. i didn't want her to keep waiting so i served her orders in no time. she walked away from the bar. and i saw her gorgeous legs. that above-knee pink dress looks good on her. she always dress like that. not too revealing but looks very sexy in any man's eyes. she choose to sit at the sofa and looked towards the glass wall. and i looked too.
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oh..! it's him! finally! i've been waiting for him to visit this coffee shop again! 3am? it's late. what is he doing this late. never mind. i must look good. he must notice me once i came in. hmm.. is my dress too revealing? i hope i look good with this bolero and pink dress. ah. finishing touch. lipgloss.
all set. now. here we go.
"good morning mam. what will you have? :)"
ah. it's him too. the kind barista guy. he looks happy tonight. he's in a very good mood i guess. good thing that intimated/insecure barista girl isn't here. i think she hates me.. now that i noticed it, he is cute. his smile is very attractive. management. they always hire the good-looking ones to attract customers. despite overlaying of clothing, i could still notice his body. sexy guy. i wonder if he has abs.
focus girl! i must focus! it's not him that you want in here. it's the yuppie guy over there! hmm. what will i have? i'll grab a coffee so i could stay longer. and eat the doughnuts at the office. mister serious might be turned off if he saw some chocolate stains on my teeth.
"one cinnamon dolce latte grande for here. and i'll also have double fudge mini doughnut to go." :)
God! my voice was trembling. did mister serious noticed that? wow. he still looked good. very macho even in a long sleeve polo. and his two buttons are undone. hot. look at this guy. latino looking. goodness. i hope he's single. i'll just sit almost next to him so i could initiate some conversations..
or not.. no. too obvious. he might think i'm easy to get. i'll just sit here at the sofa and pretend looking at the city lights so i could steal some glance.. and there he is.. and the city.
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it's already 3am. i think i'll have to call in sick later. ugh. i'm stressed out. besides, i haven't got any rest these past few weeks. i don't feel good either. i just hope that the nanny came in to do the chores at the unit. it's a good decision to visit this place. i miss it here. it helps me think and meditate. very calming. plus i could see "you" again.
did he grew taller? he looks more handsome today compared the last time i was here. he still looks awesome with that hazelnut punched hair. his stares are deep and meaningful. i wonder what's going on in his mind. how old is he anyway. he looks early 20's. did he started working out recently? i could see his biceps are toned and defined. still charming.
oh. shoot. did he saw me looking at him. oh wait. he looked at me. must strut my stuff. hmm.. i'll just release some of my buttons. pretend i'm feeling warm. there. i hope he notice me. good thing i chose this spot. i could pretend looking at my laptop while glancing at him. i know what to do.. i'll ask for a glass of water..
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door opens>
a customer. bad timing. look at him. his smile. still perfect. any customer flashed with those set of teeth would have their day complete. hey.. wait a minute.. that girl looks familiar. hmm.. have i seen her before? she's cute. nice legs. she's wearing a lipgloss. hmm.. is she flirting with the barista boy?! i hope not.
"good morning mam. what will you have? :)"
(hmm.. can i have you? :p) his voice. very accommodating.
"one cinnamon dolce latte grande for here. and i'll also have double fudge mini doughnut to go." :)
oh. he moves quicker now compared to the other baristas. i wonder why i always fail to catch his shift. i guess luck is on my side this morning. wait. was that her voice? did she really have a voice that deep? it's hoarse. i can't remember. her voice doesn't suit her body. hmm.. she looked at me. maybe she recognize me too. wait, is she really looking at me? (he turns to look at the glass wall).
the three of them looked at the city's night panorama. it's raining.