So. that’s how it goes nowadays. Like a one night stand in Vegas where sequels doesn’t have a chance. You do it and leave it there. Then move on. It’s done. How pitiful it would be for the one who opens himself/herself up to someone who doesn’t have any plans of taking the ride seriously and just dropped by for some hi-ho or fuckadoo. Believe me. It sucks.
And as much as I wanted to be like that.. I can not and I will not. I still have my respect for people, that I came to know them with no bad intentions nor just for personal gratification. I do it because of the unexpected growth of interest I had for them in such short span of time. I wanted to know them with respect. Even though some of them doesn’t reciprocate.
Well I guess, I became blind and ignorant with the dating scene nowadays after being nurtured and lived in a conservative norms of my family and society. I must bear in mind that “hooking-up” nowadays most probably leads to sex. And other’s attention span ends after playing with each other’s gonads on bed. How primitive.
I am a Reserved type. And I starting to believe that. That I’ll go all in once I’m sure of the shot. And now that my eyes are open and I’m starting to become aware of the malevolent acts being engaged by single people nowadays, I guess, my instincts are now teaching me which one is for keeps and which one is to chuck.
