The sun shines. You wake up. Fix your bed. Eat breakfast. Prepare for work. Then walk some distance. You'll feel the warmth of the sun touching your skin. The comfort and the calmness of the morning glow soothes you. You'll smile with the thought of irony running in your mind. On how such distant thing gives you warmth, while the earth never fails to remind you of the coldness brought by the people surrounding you.
You're single. But not lonely. And you're fine with it. And you let yourself to be happy for those who've committed to such perfect relationships, for those almost perfect people having the most perfect love.
And as you stand on the flock of people waiting for the pedestrian light go green, you stare at the distant. Not noticing the cars rushing in front of you, those people who're busy running their lives and those who steal some glance.
You're holding on to the thought that somehow, someone out there is waiting for you. Waiting for the moment when serendipity have let your destiny cross each other's path. That the person you've been waiting for would defy why you never became other people's property. That someone would disregard all those why's and when's. The one who'll cause you permanent and genuine happiness. The one that feeds your heart with so much love and care. The one who'll make you realize how lucky you are to be chosen by someone almost perfect. Who's smiles can make you blush. Who's stares could melt you. And can brush you off your feet with that single touch in your hands without exciting your libido. Libido. Sex. It won't matter anymore. Where every seconds ticking as you enjoy being with each other's company, shoots you to a climactic and continuous series of orgasms. and you're contented. That's the sole reason. That someone brings you contentment that others never brought.
And I hope you reach that moment. That point in your life when the broken fragments of your past fall into perfect place. And when that moment comes, I want you to savor it. Feel every second of it. Suck all the juice of sweetness that life has finally given to you. For it may only happen once. Once in a blue moon.
(god, I sound too much for a hopeless romantic. I'm getting worse.)
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