It's such a relief when you've finally learn to let go of the feelings towards someone you look up to or you admire. Especially, when that someone doesn't give a damn with your existence or the misery of one-way attraction.
It's like the whole world became brighter once again after you've realized that those who think you're no good are also no better (and even less than what you really deserve.)
Long were the days of ego-feeding and wasted moments because of self-doubt. You finally able to regain power over yourself, that those self-proclaimed perfects doesn't had any power to make you feel inferior with their imperfections painted on their faces.
Hatred could be your best and your worst weapon. And my ability to let go of things that easy, somehow, decreases the damage caused to me by that double-edged sword. That we can continue living without them being a part of our life. And considering all the things that happened, and all the efforts that have been made, and all the gambled emotions, it wasn't our loss after all..
It's theirs.Labels: letting go, realization, relationship, self