There's always two sides of the story. And this was the story of someone who's left behind..
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Hey baby,
How are you? I'm doing fine if you may ask. I'm on my most high level of morale right now and I'm exploding with positivity. Everything that happened between us came to me in a shock and had inflicted a direct blow inside me. The anger was so little but so poisonous I almost forgot who I was and what was my reason I stick up with you in the first place. There were times where I wish I hold on a little tighter. Save everything what's left between us. But I realized, Love was never about forcing someone to stay. Fighting for it was noble, but fighting for it alone was another. So I guess it was right for me to let you go and let you do what you think is the right thing for you to do.
My goal was not to obtain love from someone. But to give love. Without conditions. Without expecting any reciprocates. Just letting it all flow to that one special person. And that's why I choose to stay with you in the first place.
I love you with no reason. Baby, I just do :). What we had was the best I had and I am forever thankful. I still believe that there was a reason why we crossed each other's paths, for that moment when our eyes met was never planned. And maybe that purpose has been served. I guess we're really meant to meet each other but not meant to stay together. I want you to be happy baby. Life is too short to dwell on things that make us sad. There were no such thing as life's bad decisions. For every decisions made were lessons learned :).
Though I've decided to continue living my life, I want you to know that I'm still the baby you can hold on to when you needed me to. That my shoulders are as always strong enough for you to lean on. Be thankful for the tears that wiped our eyes. Now we can see the clearer picture again. :)
As always. With love. ♥
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aw. :')
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