2012: I must admit that this year opened so many doors of opportunity for me that provided growth in most aspects of my identity.
I welcomed such year with uncertainty, not knowing what the future might bring. I'm hanging by a finger on a career who wasn't that beneficial in monetary terms. I was stucked in a stressful environment that hindered growth and stole away my voice of opinion. Yet, I pursued till the radical change occurred. Whether it was a blessing or a curse, I was thankful that the bonds have broken due to some unfortunate turn of events. Till the end, I did not quit.
When a door closes, blast the whole house I say. In no time, I entered an institution which offered too much of what I deserve. The growth was so immense, I could barely see myself as the same guy I was a year before. And I believe, it doesn't stop there.
This year, I fell in love and got broken not longer than a quarter of the year. I entered such agreement only after overseeing the possible turn out of events. Though I've forewarned myself, I still got hurt.. in a good way I must say.
I realize my capability in terms of love and all shit. I am worth every ounce of it. The self-respect and self-love I once had was multiplied a thousand times. I was braver, responsible, ready.
I also found this year as the perfect time to change myself, physically I mean. I gave in to vanity and the price I have to pay. Considering the biological factors, genes, and all. My mind and body was screaming. Craving for some pumping action. I started using the mantra of "No pain, No gain".
So once I gave in with the craving, my body responded perfectly well. As if finally, I did something for myself. The habit started since the second quarter of the year, still persistent about it since, and baby we're not stopping yet.
-I started drinking (responsibly)
-I've been to beautiful landscapes hidden in some parts of Luzon
-Met new and different kinds of people
-Revived a person who's heart stopped beating
-Enjoyed sex
-Had something for my parents they never thought I could provide
-Made myself happy
-Felt genuinely happy
-Shoot up of confidence
-Had my first SB planner I collected all by myself
-Got divorced with Nokia
-Now dating Blackberry
-Enjoyed sex
-Looked back to people who've hurt me
-Forgave
-Found new friends
-Strengthened my bond with people
-Enjoyed every full moon
-Awed by dawn
-Looking forward for more sunset
-Looking forward for sunrise with love
-Enjoyed sex (have I stated that?)
Overall, 2012 was epic. Had so many changes, been through a lot of storms. Learned from each of it. I was better, stronger, more fiercer than what I promised to myself exactly the same day last year of 2011.
To all readers of this small blog, you've been a part of me this 2012. I am honored to share my struggles, success, defeats and happiness with all of you. Thank you very much.
So here's to better start. Leave all the negativities, those things that brought you down. Positivity goes a long way! Open your eyes and your heart to possible opportunities this coming 2013!
2013: Be Sexier, Smarter, Bolder!
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