Not Enough

I'm running out of words to say.
Running out of lines to write.
I've already sung the saddest songs.
Always been awake in the middle of the night.

Haven't I expressed enough?

I've been to different places.
Been down and dirty and hell.
Returned for I was never found
Bruised. Smiling. No one can tell.

Haven't I been lost enough?

I was the first to lay down the cards.
Was the first to say the words.
Was the first to initiate the move.
Now just tired of giving a fuck.

Haven't I been courageous enough?

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