Then there were points in your life you've wished you've never been touched. Nor even exposed. Where you've wished you're just left in a box on the corner of the room left unnoticed.
For the overwhelming feeling of being discovered could be outweighed by the fear of being left due to feeling of insufficiency. That on one point, you will be dumped and left behind after being used, played, seen, exposed by some unworthy people you've let to steal some of your time.
Despite such. At the end of the day. You'd still prefer be seen soiled, used, devirginized, shattered. Just to fill that desire of being wanted by someone.. or anyone.
Just to feel appreciated. Even if you're treated like a crap.
Labels: heart, realization, relationship, self